<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>Eddie,</FONT></DIV>
<DIV><FONT face=Arial size=2>As much as I missed talking to you I love that I
got some sleep last night. I feel so good today after sleeping all night. I must
of really needed it. I had a hectic day but was able to handle it because I did
not let myself get emotionally involved in any situation nor did I lose my cool.
You give me strength that I did not know I had. You do it by being there for me.
Knowing you care gives me the courage to stand up for myself and handle the
things I need to handle. This thing with this guy I was seeing is difficult and
I have to tell you about it because I feel like I am lying to you. I care for
you to much to ever lie to you I just fear you will think badly of me. So
forgive me for not telling you in person but I can not seem to get the words out
when I am with you. I met Joe 11 years ago. He is my sisters x- husband. They
have been divorced for three years. Patti (my sister) told me we would be
perfect for each other and we started talking. This was in the beginning of
July. Since that time my sister changed her mind and told me it bothered her and
did not want me to see him. At that point I had feeling for him and needed him.
I now know that I needed him in order not to be pulled in by Ray which makes me
feel like a horrible person. The only people that knew I was seeing him were my
kids. The reason it is so hard for me to tell him I dont want to see him anymore
is because I know he loves me and his daughter is very special to me. She ask me
to be her step mom. This little girl is my niece and I can not hurt her. So
understand that I need to end this in way not to hurt her or Joe. These are to
people that I will always care for and they will always be in my life. In case
in is on your mind, know that when I kissed you I have not seen Joe like that, I
have just been avoiding the issue. Something that is just hurting him more. I
pray you do not think I am a horrible person but I can not change what has
already happened. </FONT></DIV>
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<DIV style="BACKGROUND: #e4e4e4; FONT: 10pt arial"><B>From:</B> <A
title=eddiearat@sbcglobal.net href="/ym/Compose?To=eddiearat@sbcglobal.net"
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<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>To:</B> <A title=cs@silvermans.com href="/ym/Compose?To=cs@silvermans.com" target=_blank rel=nofollow
ymailto="mailto:cs@silvermans.com">c s</A> </DIV>
<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>Sent:</B> Friday, September 07, 2007 3:14
AM</DIV>
<DIV style="FONT: 10pt arial"><B>Subject:</B> good morning baby doll </DIV>
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<DIV>good morning baby doll yes i got some sleep in last night and i missed
talking to you </DIV>
<DIV>but i did write you something before i went to bed Carol i just hope you
know how much </DIV>
<DIV>you mean to me i know things are messed up right now but they will get
better in time </DIV>
<DIV>and i really do love you baby doll and miss you when you are not around i
hope you got some sleep in last night and things went well for you well i got to
go to work all ready love you </DIV>
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<DIV id=yiv1656155681><SPAN class=poem>As I mingled amongst the crowd<BR>So much
to see,so much to do<BR>But my attention,my spirit,my body<BR>My everything was
drawn to you<BR>As we talked,how impressed I became<BR>The knowledge,the
beauty,the enchantment<BR>And I,hoping you felt the same<BR>I am quiet at
times,not sure of words<BR>Although I do figure it out,too late<BR>As when I
do,it goes down in verse<BR>If a bit on your mind,well that is a start<BR>Feel
free to stay as long as you like<BR>It is warm and loving here,inside my
heart.</SPAN> </DIV></DIV></BLOCKQUOTE></DIV><noscript /><link href="http://l.yimg.com/us.js.yimg.com/lib/pim/r/medici/16_11/mail/us/mail_blue_all.css" media="all" mce_href="http://l.yimg.com/us.js.yimg.com/lib/pim/r/medici/16_11/mail/us/mail_blue_all.css" type="text/css" rel="stylesheet" /><script src="http://l.yimg.com/us.js.yimg.com/lib/pim/r/medici/16_11/mail/mailcommonlib.js" mce_src="http://l.yimg.com/us.js.yimg.com/lib/pim/r/medici/16_11/mail/mailcommonlib.js" /><style type="text/css">.replbq{width:100%}</style><script type="text/javascript">
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