So I finally got a job; one that includes weekdays AND weekends, but a job none-the-less. My training day was fun, something I wasnt quite expecting. The next day I go for an all-staff meeting, again not what I was expecting. The main manager asked for a volunteer on a few occasions. To my surprise, no one stood up. So on most of the requests, I rose for the occasion. It felt GREAT! I put myself out there, and clearly saw my true colors shine through. Although I'm a rookie, I felt like a leader. I do have anxiety about new and unknown territory, but when on the spot, I seem to deal exceptionally well. I pray that my behavior lately is not just a fluke, but actually the real me; all grown-up....imagine that!