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So I finally got a job; one that includes weekdays AND weekends, but a job none-the-less. My training day was fun, something I wasnt quite expecting. The next day I go for an all-staff meeting, again not what I was expecting. The main manager asked for a volunteer on a few occasions. To my surprise, no one stood up. So on most of the requests, I rose for the occasion. It felt GREAT! I put myself out there, and clearly saw my true colors shine through. Although I'm a rookie, I felt like a leader. I do have anxiety about new and unknown territory, but when on the spot, I seem to deal exceptionally well. I pray that my behavior lately is not just a fluke, but actually the real me; all grown-up....imagine that!
I like knowing the fact that people write blogs and entries for the simple purpose of letting others read them at their own leisure. Putting your heart and thoughts on a public plate, so to speak, is not easy. Reading how others feel at one of their moments is like walking into a second of their life. It's connecting to a complete stranger that makes life worth living, in my opinion.
damn. today was more draining than any other day that I can recall.
I want to call someone...to talk to... but I know once I open my mouth, the only sound that wil come out is a whine.
I hate complainers...not hate, but just get annoyed. EVERYONE has problems, and only hearing about them makes the listener depressed.
Im not one to rain on anybody's parade. I will more than willingly rain on my own instead. I just let the tears run on the inside of my cheeks, and let the sobs ringout inside.
a life is too short to be shortened by the stresses of others. sometimes it's just easier to endure the pain for the sake of others. this time will pass, as had others. this is life...no need to let others know that you are indeed living one.
how can i stay sane when im inside the house m-f? the internet is my life, so sad but true. but i made it work, my sanity that is. i just found MOLI today and i like it already even though i dont have any friends to share it with. ill meet someone soon, i saw that there were 3 guys in my area. im going to go check em out now.
filling out the profile, i had to look up fashion designers. wtf do i care about fashion? i just wear what i wear, i know i look good. but anyways, i looked up some designers. some were a bit wack, but others i liked. i never gave fashion a second thought, since I cant afford them today. i think i just found another thing to put on the to-do list.
thanks MOLI!