With the new year coming, I've come to realize...


I don't want it to be a new year yet. I'm not ready. I wasn't ready for 2007, or even 2006. And I'm not ready for 2008.


2007 wasn't my worst year. Actually, I don't know what year has been my
worst. But it's definitely been my worst health year. My weakness at
it's worst, my brain even more fogged up then before. Haven't even been
able to get out and take some nice photos. It's been so long since I've
had that inspiration and energy for that. And ended up randomly having
surgery, and acquired some bad bacteria that I've been trying to get
rid of since September, I'm so sick and tired of antibiotics.


If it weren't for Lacey, the most amazing person I've ever known, this
would have probably been my worst year. It has been almost 7 months
now, and I've realized how lucky I am, no matter how shitty I am
health-wise or anything like that. I have Lacey, and she makes me
happy. We get along so well, and it's so easy to hang out with her, and
even with her friends. We're both really strange people. And.. I care
about her so much. And she cares about me. I am the luckiest person alive. And even though I am, the only time I seem truly happy is when I am with her.


I'm sure that will change in 2008.


There will be a lot of changes.


Good ones!


After thinking it over, I'm ready for 2008. It's like.. I'm not ready
but I am. Haha. I have so much that I want to do in 2008 and even after
that.


Basically the only thing holding me back is my health. But that won't hold be back much longer!


Thanks to every one of my friends on here, you mean a lot more to me than you think.


And thanks to everyone that has watched/faved/viewed my work, I really appreciate it.


Have a great new year everyone.